✿ → I woke up particularly early today, the kind were your eyes stings just by opening them, half past seven in the morning, that’s too late to consider when you’re living like me. I lock myself in the bathroom, feeling rather peckish, it’s unbelievable how I didn’t walk into the wall with my eyes closed but my hands find the sink eventually, hands reaching the faucet and my eyes looks bloodshot as soon as i oppen them. I’m not surprised, I barely slept last night, did I? I hate sleeping these days, I always dream of company. Waking up to realize I don’t have company with me. Being lonely. My eyes are swollen and it’s going to get puffy soon. I shouldn’t cry today, the mamager would scold me for looking so dead. Really, I think I’ll go to the kitchen for tea now. My chest is having it’s episode again.